.....leg and hand so pain..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

don know why this few day so pain la.......wan mati le la.......so long no play badminton le....once play leg and hand so pain.....still cannot walk la....so 惨惨惨....saturday morning go play basketball..this time playing is the worst i play in 18 years old....pain of leg and hand make me so suffer la..............three points no in....lose for small kid...a big and huge耻辱.....hope my leg and hand can quickly fine la...................................

.....badminton games......

a poory badminton games.....i go for yesterday to pratice badminton.....long time no playing le....don know how to play le.....don know how to go competition le la.....hope can have good achievement in that sport later...........

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ha....less few day to holiday le....can sleep more time and do many things as i like....but i will study sejarah and economics or else i will not kejar the art stream teacher teaching...hope can change stream faster...........gambatech!!!!!!

muet presentation

what is muet?muet is malaysia university english test.....just two week school already have public speaking,since that i haven present yet...but see alot of friends panic and tension....scared le!!!!!!!!but band 4 is my target,,,i will try and do my best

ekonomi homework

aiya.........ekonomi so hard la......don have the basics to do le!!!!!only way is study hard lolololo......

..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........change stream so hard....................

i finally know change stream harder than fly at sky...........a stupid school system must law by law.......must wait until june......hsm is stupid school la.......another foolish system is must take bm subject......bm is my weaker subject la.....i don want......hope can take additional subject to cover bm lo.....

sejarah homework

my first homework of me in hsm.......yesterday go to find history teacher..an heard that history is not easier at alll...scared la....i must score a+ in this subject...i will work hard....gambatech to me!!!!!!!!!

.............fly of matrics..............

i want matrics la....make me so angry.....sadsadsad...yesterday i hope and hope name list of matrics can include me....why...do the rayuan for what...really don know...a last way to further study.....form six

五月二十日 晴

today got homework le lo......hai!BORING LA.....is physics homework....i don want..don know want to do or not??but i will skip la...i just want change art quickly le...monday may be go jb ppd to get form ...another task again....want to prepare muet information and homework for next week......

五月十九日 晴

today is the first day of pre-u class life.........ha...a boring boring day and boring...i don know i study phyics for wat...i want take history la....hope can change stream faster..

五月十八日 雨

today a big rain come lo....ha!!!!just like change the weather from a bigbig hot day to bigbig cold day...ha...want to stand under rain day!!!!!!!

五月十七 日 晴

今天还是一样闷。。。。往常的去教补习，回来后一样地睡觉。不知这样的生活还要过多久。。。明天是教师节，还是一样旷课。。。。希望她身体健康。。。。。。。加油

五月十六日 晴

人生最闷的一天就是今天了。。。。。。什么鬼活动啊！！！！玩那种幼稚的活动啊。。。。还好是没玩水战，不然会闷到恐怖啊。。。。不过今天过了就可以上课了咯。。。。中六的生活注定很闷很闷。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

五月十五日 晴

今天开始分班了咯。。。。原不想进物理班的我还是被派进去了。还进了第一班叻。。。是幸运还是不幸，要转班的我要进art 班。。不知几时才可以转。。只知道要等到六月一号，那是在放假叻。。。还要上俩个礼拜的课，没意思啊！！！！！！好累的一天

五月十四日 晴

今天染头发去学校。。。。。。躲躲藏藏。。。看到那个老师，就马上躲到厕所去。。。。。。。。。就像老鼠看到猫一样。。。。咳，，这种生活好痛苦。。。。。。。终之今天是最闷的一天！！！还剪了一个笨笨头

五月十三日 晴

ponteng lagi.........don know what for going form six le.....tomorrow want go school le lo.........already cut and black incolour hair......a stupid and foolish hair already appeared....hsm so many rules and regulation....hate it hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

五月十二日 晴

second day of form six le........i ponteng this day.....so boring boring......go form six just go to hell.....hai...must trying to accept it..but so difficult...i don want la....don know 2morrow want go to school ma?....think and think.....tell myself accept form six life la....so many don want!!!!want to see that all teacher..want to see that all people.....so just study hard!!!!!!!!!!

五月十一日 晴

a bad days again..........form six life open le lo....a hard and no easy lifeagain...today is first day....seen that so many ex-highschool boys.....all is friends la....but boring la......no good friends study le...just study and study lo.....esok ponteng the orientasi...ha

第600天 是幸福还是痛苦？？？

六百天里，学到好多好多的东西，我成长了好多多，学到好多好多的东西，直到现在，我还是一直忘不了，是遗憾吗？不知道，人生在世有好多不愉快的事，能学到的东西也好多，从十六岁的我到十八岁的我好不一样。。。。喜欢直到六百天，好苦但觉得有意义。。。不期望有任何回报。只认为这样是我能做的。。。有时认为自己好渺小，自卑，好想这世界是掌握在自己手中，但能吗？不能！看着他人一直被伤害自然会有种感伤好像被割伤的感觉。。。好遥远，好陌生，虽然他人离我好远好远，但这感觉不会变，也许以后的我会不一样，但依然相信现在的我不会变！其实人生好短好短，是要珍惜时光吧。。。。。。。。。。希望他人不会受伤害。。。。。。。。。。。。。。只能这样了

五月十日 晴

今天就像以前一样教补习，但想到最后一天的倒数就要开学了。越想越烦，咳！！！！但还是硬着头皮上学吧。这是我的前途，是我将来要走的路，我会加油的。。。加油。。。。只能这样跟自己说。。。。。。。还要去剪头发，染回去。这是最后一天的我要做的事。。。。。。。好想发泄哦！！！！！但我无能为力了

..................sad sad sad sad sad sad.................................

cut hair

buy that i hate things.......kasut,baju.seluar

染回头发。。。。。。。。

好不愿意。。。。苦命！！！！！！！！！！！！！

最不想买的鞋子。。。。。。。。。。。。。

最不想买的裤子。。。。。。

这是最不想买的校服。。。。。

五月九日 晴

want open school le lo..........just count down two days only....boring la..i dun want open school..i want matrics....but may be this is my life...a hard and no easy life...but if i can take good result..i can go hong kong to study my law.....i beleive it,,,i can sucess de....stpm going on.............

五月八日 雨

今天早上下了好大的雨哦。。。等了好多天的雨，，没办法，最近太热了，差点中署。。哈。但过后又热到像狗这样，真是反常呀。。。。另外，谢谢妳，让我学会好多东西哦。。。在我心里你永远都是很好很好的人。。。我相信大家会很努力很努力地读书。。。。。希望舒涵和她男友会永远在一起呀。。。。真心祝福他们。。。加油，明天会更好！！！！

希望大家永远在一起

也许这是大家的最后一张合照吧。。。。。

五月七日 晴

倒数四天了，咳。中六又要开始了了哦。。。。。。。新的生活新的开始。。。希望有新的事发生叻。。。哈哈哈，，最近好多人都有部落格叻。。。。哈哈哈。。。。咳，但有好多朋友都要读学了了哦。。。舍不得但看到大家都努力向前途迈进，值得感到安慰呀。。哈。明天一定会更好。。。。。。。

五月六日 晴

要开学咯。。。。闷闷闷闷。。。咳。好烦叻。。。下个礼拜要开学了，开始新的生活了咯，虽然真的很不想去读，但还是要咯，但想了想读书又不是去玩，我一定会好好读的，也许这一年半会很难熬，但以读书来做为第一己任，我相信我办得到的。。。。。加油，我行的。。。。。。。。。

五月五日 晴

烦了一天了。。终于心里有答案了，虽然还是犹豫不决，但想到钱的方面时，应该觉得读中六应该能省很多很多钱吧。。哈哈哈，那就不用借钱去读了，虽然超不想去留在这里了，但还是不要为了一时的爽而去读吧，而且要借到四十千之多。。好多好多。。。明天名单就出了阿，明天自然会有答案的了啦。。。。加油

五月四日 晴

So desperate today….don know want to study where le….a bad news coming le,form six will start next week ,I haven decided study where ,utar is good place for study ,but tution fees is higher than muar la…..but I don want to study at muar ,I don want la!!!!!!!!hope tomorrow I will have a mind and suitable answer for me……..gambatech!!!!!!!!

五月三日 晴

今天还是如往常一样咯。。。。。。还是一样闷，虽然还是一样闷，可是今天也没什么事情发生叻。。。所以今天没什么好锣说的啦。。。哈哈。可是今天很不幸的，敲到脚流血咯。。。还是一样希望明天会更好叻。。。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈

五月二日 雨

今天天气算不错咯。。。但看戏想到以前的事，我还是觉得我做了一件事情了，内疚还是内疚，涵，盈我还是很很对不起他们，希望他们永远都是好朋友，永远都是。。。。。希望大了以后可以更理智地面对着事情。。。。。永远都会放不下的啦！！！！！希望当她们看了以后会了解我的想法吧。。。。。哈哈哈！！希望大家都幸福吧，，，加油，明天会更好噢噢噢噢！！！！

五月一日 晴

今天天气好热哦，心情也不是很好，咳咳！！！！人生似乎好多不愉快的事呀。。。政府大学的事，虽然很想进，但想了想进了就不能完成我的梦想了。。我是真的想做律师吗？还是不知道。。。但最后还是没进了，所以就不用烦了咯！！！今天烦事就这样了咯，明天会更好咯。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！！！